I know I’ve changed. It’s true. I’ve become such an annoying, short-tempered bitch, an anti-social. But does anyone even bother to ask why?
So on the verge of crying, when daddy asked if I was alright:( he seems to always be the only one who notices:(
Sis doesn’t care anymore, & that truly hurts. We’ve been so close, & I was always able to share everything with her:( now, all she cares about is doing this with her bestf, doing that with her bestf. I get it, I’m unwanted as usual. What’s new, really?
So upset with myself right now. I feel like digging a hole, climbing into it, & staying there forever.
Why am I so fat? Why don’t I have any control? Why do I have screwed hair? Why am I not rich?
Why am I here?
Day 0
It’s gonna be tough. I’ll have to pull through. Time to do something about this, time to MAKE A CHANGE.
Exercise & healthy eating HERE I COME
I don’t like how I’m wasting all my money. I don’t like how I’m wasting all my time. I don’t like how I’m saying all this, & not planning to stop anytime soon.
I know it’s bad, but I can’t help it. Anyone???
I’ve got so much to say, really. But who can I turn to? Who can I turn to, to spill out my thoughts?
